Post by The Blank on Oct 25, 2010 15:45:30 GMT -6
He was staring .. and he knows it .. but it was kind of hard -not- to stare! The damn thing was so -shiny-, and unfortunately, it has him contemplating the thought: how long before he dirtied it up? Wasn't that what he was good at? Taking beautiful, pristine things and turning them to rancid piles of cast off filth!? Ok, some would say he was being hard on himself .. but some didn't know him well enough to know that he is simply thinking the truth. Sure, Brett would look him square in the eye and tell him that it was a load of bullshit, except she'd state it far more elegantly, but the meaning would be the same. As far as she was concerned, he was -wort- something .. but, not so much. See, it was her word, which was -VERY- biased, against hundreds of others that thought he didn't amount to more than the scum on the bottom of their shoes. So, at this point, he'd be inclined to believe the other people. Human nature worked that way .. we are more apt to listen to the bad as Gospel truth, rather than believe the good. And, well, he wasn't immune to Human nature.
He runs the pad of his calloused thumb across the word Kennedy, shuddering almost violently as a chill trips down his spine. It felt as if someone had walked across his grave .. a feeling he did -not- want to experience again. His thumb continues across the shiny surface, moving from tracing his name to tracing the numbers that now identified him as far as the citizens of the city went.
He'd been a Detective when he entered Raccoon City .. he had been threatened with Special Detective, and yes, to someone of his mindset, being singled out like that was a hell of a threat. He hated the spot light, in any fashion ... and then he did the unthinkable. After coming back from the lunch that never happened with Brett, the officer that had been talking to her made the mistake of saying something stupid. An already short fuse had been cut in half and soaked in gasoline after days without sleep and a chip on his shoulder that refused to leave. He had done the only thing he knew how to do in such a piss poor situation .. he clocked the bastard. Once the Captain managed to pry them apart, and sent the other man straight to the ER to deal with a busted head, busted lip and strained shoulder, he had been -invited- into the Captain's office. He thought for sure that he was done with, that this was the end once and for all. His last fight, his last nuclear meltdown, and he was -finally- being terminated. Too bad they couldn't put him down for good.
As luck would have it, turned out that the little peon was the Captain's Nephew. Well, his wife's favored Nephew, a real pretty boy with a lot of promise. Leon had almost -felt- the last nail being driven into his coffin. He was waiting for words like 'never work again,' and 'assault charges.' So, when he was point blank told to turn in his gun and shield, he just nodded numbly, laid the firearm on the desk, and tossed the badge next to it. He was through .. finally. He had snapped the final straw and -finally- someone was going to give him what he deserved!!
... a new badge!? He watches with narrowed eyes as the Captain reaches into his desk and produces the brand new, shiny shield .. and across the top of it, the letters: S.T.A.R.S. ... he breathes deeply, a hitch in his throat as he looks down at it. He had grown up in this stupid town, and right before he left, he had heard -allllll- about S.T.A.R.S ... the most elite. What the fuck would they want with -him-!? He tries to swallow, his throat parchment dry, his cheeks like useless wads of cotton. He couldn't .. this was supposed to be the last straw, damn it!! in the movies, and all of the books he had read, it was supposed to be a quick road to an explosive self destruction!! No one was supposed to -survive- their destruction! But no matter what he does, no one seems to be doing anything to STOP HIM! What was it going to take!?
He reached out carefully to take the shield, looking up in confusion. The Captain proceeded to tell him the transfer was affective immediately .. and that he would be issued his gear when he reached the S.T.A.R.S headquarters.
Looking down at the shield, he knows that he should have tossed it back on to the desk and walked away .. finally .. but no dice. Like an idiot, he had taken the shield, agreed. He looks up at the building, feeling out of his depth .. sick to his stomach .. prepared to -pray- for this not to be happening. He glances to his left when someone knocks into him, tossing the man a nervous grin, almost blushing when the man grins back and continues into the building. Was it that obvious, then? Guess he would always stick out .. would -always- be different. With a deep breath, he steps into S.T.A.R.s and finds himself entering a hive of utter chaos.
He runs the pad of his calloused thumb across the word Kennedy, shuddering almost violently as a chill trips down his spine. It felt as if someone had walked across his grave .. a feeling he did -not- want to experience again. His thumb continues across the shiny surface, moving from tracing his name to tracing the numbers that now identified him as far as the citizens of the city went.
He'd been a Detective when he entered Raccoon City .. he had been threatened with Special Detective, and yes, to someone of his mindset, being singled out like that was a hell of a threat. He hated the spot light, in any fashion ... and then he did the unthinkable. After coming back from the lunch that never happened with Brett, the officer that had been talking to her made the mistake of saying something stupid. An already short fuse had been cut in half and soaked in gasoline after days without sleep and a chip on his shoulder that refused to leave. He had done the only thing he knew how to do in such a piss poor situation .. he clocked the bastard. Once the Captain managed to pry them apart, and sent the other man straight to the ER to deal with a busted head, busted lip and strained shoulder, he had been -invited- into the Captain's office. He thought for sure that he was done with, that this was the end once and for all. His last fight, his last nuclear meltdown, and he was -finally- being terminated. Too bad they couldn't put him down for good.
As luck would have it, turned out that the little peon was the Captain's Nephew. Well, his wife's favored Nephew, a real pretty boy with a lot of promise. Leon had almost -felt- the last nail being driven into his coffin. He was waiting for words like 'never work again,' and 'assault charges.' So, when he was point blank told to turn in his gun and shield, he just nodded numbly, laid the firearm on the desk, and tossed the badge next to it. He was through .. finally. He had snapped the final straw and -finally- someone was going to give him what he deserved!!
... a new badge!? He watches with narrowed eyes as the Captain reaches into his desk and produces the brand new, shiny shield .. and across the top of it, the letters: S.T.A.R.S. ... he breathes deeply, a hitch in his throat as he looks down at it. He had grown up in this stupid town, and right before he left, he had heard -allllll- about S.T.A.R.S ... the most elite. What the fuck would they want with -him-!? He tries to swallow, his throat parchment dry, his cheeks like useless wads of cotton. He couldn't .. this was supposed to be the last straw, damn it!! in the movies, and all of the books he had read, it was supposed to be a quick road to an explosive self destruction!! No one was supposed to -survive- their destruction! But no matter what he does, no one seems to be doing anything to STOP HIM! What was it going to take!?
He reached out carefully to take the shield, looking up in confusion. The Captain proceeded to tell him the transfer was affective immediately .. and that he would be issued his gear when he reached the S.T.A.R.S headquarters.
Looking down at the shield, he knows that he should have tossed it back on to the desk and walked away .. finally .. but no dice. Like an idiot, he had taken the shield, agreed. He looks up at the building, feeling out of his depth .. sick to his stomach .. prepared to -pray- for this not to be happening. He glances to his left when someone knocks into him, tossing the man a nervous grin, almost blushing when the man grins back and continues into the building. Was it that obvious, then? Guess he would always stick out .. would -always- be different. With a deep breath, he steps into S.T.A.R.s and finds himself entering a hive of utter chaos.